I can’t write, I can’t read, I can’t focus. I can’t even pick an emotion.
There is a light bulb above my head at work, it goes dim for a moment and then the light releases again. Then it becomes a strobe of light versus darkness and I connect with it, it is exactly how I feel this week.
I have moments where I am bright and feel illuminated, and then the next minute dark , holding my hands against the walls trying to find my way out.
Follow the light, stay with the light, look for the light.
I feel like I am firing on all cylinders but none of them connecting, therefore I flicker in and out.