FLICKER

I can’t write, I can’t read, I can’t focus.   I can’t even pick an emotion.

There is a light bulb above my head at work, it goes dim for a moment and then the light releases again. Then it becomes a strobe of light versus darkness and I connect with it, it is exactly how I feel this week.

I have moments where I am bright and feel illuminated, and then the next minute dark , holding my hands against the walls trying to find my way out.

Follow the light, stay with the light, look for the light.

I feel like I am firing on all cylinders but none of them connecting, therefore I flicker in and out.

Dark

light

flicker

strobe

burn out.

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